If I don't laugh I'll cry

So, John comes home from work yesterday and tells me friday is his last day! Don't ask me what happened. It doesn't make sense to me. In my mind I'm FREAKING OUT! I'm a planner and I thought all parties involved had planned that he was working up until the last day of July. We are going to be short 3 paychecks, and yes, 3 paychecks is a lot when its your only income! Now I'm scrambling to find a job. I think I've put in 10 applications in the last 24 hours. At this point I just want a job, I don't really care what it is. Although fast food is my VERY last choice. ....SO,
Today I must be strong and remind myself:

"There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure"

I know John and I can do this. We just have to join together and work as a team to get where we want and do what we want to do. Everything will be OK. I have faith......